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Thursday, November 02, 2006

"In my dream I was drowning my sorrows
But my sorrows, they learned to swim" - U2, Until the End of the World

:( I keep trying to forget about lit, but cannot! it keeps resurfacing to the front of my mind. i'm so lousy lah. then I tried drowning my sorrows in hady, as he has always served to be therapeutic, TILL NOW!! But I guess you should NEVER listen to Desperado when you're feeling THAT much depressed. You only feel sadder and have this urge to give hady a HUGE pat-pat on his head, HAHA. But REALLY, he emotes that song too well. Plus, you feel even sadder that when his album is freaking being released, you are too busy mugging so hard for something you dread. Luckily, I went for HYPE UP though! :) Gives me something nice to hold on to during these days of terror! Oh and I'm also VERY sad because I went to the ffxii fan site and they have a damn pretty font!!!!! (the excessive use of exclamation points at the end of the sentence highlights the geeky excitement aroused (yuck aroused is such a gross word) in me. and the parentheses used accentuates that this is an important point that should be read. SEE WHAT I MEAN? i keep thinking of language devices. :\) OMG, people should just stop having pretty fonts if they're not gonna share them with the rest of the world for FREE. Don't they know it's being so insensitive???? Haha, I'm being so rubbish. But I'm depressed! I have a right to be rubbish-y, I don't care! Which reminds me, YAY, i'm going japan at the end of the year! OMGGGGGG, FF GALORE LAH. I'm going to try the ff drink man! hahaha. whoo! can't wait mannnnnnn. so exciting!

BOO. while people like Cheong have goong to help her regain her composure, I'm currently waiting VERY patiently for LOST to be uploaded so it can help cure my depression. Oh, but wait, what if it reminds me of NAMASTE? why is everything linked to lit!! Whatever, I need media therapy.

And I'm damn tempted to join the Amazing Race ASIA online race. But you need to be 18 years. BOO. :( what is this age-ist thing they have going on man! People like weed's family are so talented at gaming at 5 years old already. I think her small brother can also join. They shouldn't stop this kind of people from joining, right?? And even though I know I'm not half as talented as them, but I'm interested!! They should let me join man. But just as well lah, I SHOULD be studying instead of joining useless (CAN WIN US$2000!!!! TEMPTING RIGHT?? OMG, I CAN BUY ALL THE DVDS I WANT MAN) stuff like this.

OMG, blogging IS addictive! Once you start, you can't stop. I need my willpower back! NO MORE TILL 16 NOV! And this post is so emo! What's wrong with me! No, I CANNOT and WILL NOT and ABSOLUTELY REFUSE to succumb to emo-city (supposed to be associated with atrocity. yeah, same word form)

AND omg, i'm quite happy now. because i'm online and i'm like talking to weeds (yes, be honored!) and yesh, i'm talking about ff. ff makes me happy :) even though it's vaguely associated to lit, but neh mind. hahaha. can't wait till holidays! omg, re-play ff for the ten thousandth time.

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